This has been a busy week. I am still processing everything and at times it feels as if my mind is going 100 miles a minute. I’m trying to think about too many things at once.
My mechanic is back in town, after 3 months in his native land he’s back in the states and I couldn’t be happier. I love my mechanic, sometimes I just stop by his shop to say hi and we talk. He’s full of wisdom and good advice. I’m glad he’s part of my life.
I went to grief counseling on Wednesday. Two hours of talking to a stranger about me. Thats a lot. I dont talk that much in general but a whole two hours about me. Thats big. One thing she said to me that stands out above all she had to say is that I have to redefine myself. Rediscover who I am and what I like, find out who I really am. It made me excited for tomorrow. I am looking forward to the next few months just to see what I do.
On Tuesday I almost died. I was on my way home from work, I was sitting at a red light, the light turned green and about 5 seconds later I pull out into the intersection. From the corner of my eye I see a SUV coming fast. I panic and stop right where I am. The SUV zooms past me taking off my front license tag as he goes. He did not stop, just kept going. I made it home though I was shaky and scared and all I could do was thank God I’d lived. Had I been paying attention when the light changed or just focused on getting home I would have been far enough out in the intersection to be t-boned right in my drivers side door. God is faithful. (Psalm 91:4)
Those are the 3 big events for the week. Work is good, the cat is alright. I’m trying to figure out whats next.